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Bad stress, good times

June 28th, 2012 (06:39 am)
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current location: US, Massachusetts, Middlesex, Wellesley Rd Exd, 69

Ive been really stressed out lately. Stressed badly enough that I've started getting breathing problems from it all. Sometimes I wish things wouldn't bother me the way they do.

I will be going to Otacon this year, finishing up my Jasmines for it, and I'm part of a princess Gwenevere /Starla and the jewel riders group. This year hasn't been to bad to me Cosplay wise. I've been finishing outfits and getting to wear,them, and I'm n better control of my health. I hope things continue to to well.

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June 27th, 2012 (11:51 pm)
sad

current mood: sad

I am not in the best place right now when it comes to dealing with recent stress issues. And I'm not sure how I can move past these things.

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Doggy Crossplay

August 4th, 2011 (01:00 am)
amused

current mood: amused



Volkodav does awesome work doesn't he? XD Here's Dante in his first time in costume at Otakon 2011.

Photo was taken by the super sexy Chebang Bang!

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I'm still awake...

March 11th, 2011 (03:43 am)
awake

current mood: awake

Almost 4am here, and I don't seem to want to sleep.

I think PokyPrincess withdrawal is getting to me. -_-'

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Fanime?

February 22nd, 2011 (03:21 pm)
cheerful

current mood: cheerful

Yes guys, we ARE returning to Fanime again this year. XD

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Things continue to get better....

February 2nd, 2011 (02:51 am)
worried

current mood: worried

I mean, it's still hard, dealing with fibro, but not nearly as hard as it used to be. I'm working really hard at getting healthier, and I'm noticing some very big changes at this point in my strength and endurance. I must take a moment to thank my friends and family here... I'd be a goner without them. I'm also like, 2-4 inches away from where I want my waistline. And I continue to physically get stronger.

I've been working on costumes, but not as fast as I'd like to be. I think I'm a bit scared, getting back into the hobby so heavily and all that, especially when I have to alter a bunch of new stuff to fit me now. But it's just another thing to conquer. XD And when I'm done, and I get photos, when I hope to, I'll be sure to update my ACP!!! <3

Dancing is still going well, though I'm not doing that as often as I'd like to. Same with drawing. And I need some weapons dammit! Martial arts is easier to keep up with, cuz I can just work it into my daily therapy and exercise routines.

But with all this good stuff, my fear grows. I'm not used to things being good for so long. At this point I'm just waiting for like, some really bad thing to happen again, to knock me out for the next while and throw all my hard work and dreams in my face.

Why hasn't that happened yet? That's how it's supposed to be... :(

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SHE PASSED!!!!!

August 30th, 2010 (09:03 pm)
happy

current mood: happy

My sister passed! She's a college graduate! A graphic designer!!!!!

I don't think I can even BEGIN to express how fucking proud I am right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

Usha, big sister love you!!!!! And is very very very proud of you!!!!!!!!

She also kicked total ASS, and earned herself a second silver medal in her 2nd martial arts tournament last Saturday.

Like, do I have the fucking most awesomest sister on the planet or what?!

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Cosplay Research

July 28th, 2010 (01:09 am)
determined

current mood: determined

Of all the characters I have researched, made costumes of and planned or planned to make costumes of, Princess Gwenevere (Starla) and the jewel riders is definitely the hardest to date. They don't even have the entire series released I think, just a DVD and some VHS tapes here and there.

Still, the more I learn about this character, the more I am falling in love with her. :D

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otakon

July 27th, 2010 (05:32 pm)
sad

current mood: sad

I'm really sorry everyone, but it looks like my family and I wont be attending Otakon this year, due to financial reasons. We're really sad about this, and will miss seeing everyone, but this is just the way the cookie crumbles sometimes.

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Big time fabric help needed!!!!!

June 30th, 2010 (12:23 am)

Ok, this is driving me NUTS!

I have my Caska ball gown (Berserk) costume sitting in my closet ready to be finished for the longest time now, and I can't find the right fabric to finish it with!

I need one of those fabric that has pleats in it. You know the kind I'm talking about? I don't know what it's called, but have you seen those dresses that sell in stores like Forever 21 and Wet seal that have pre-pleated skirts to them? It's that sort of thing I need, in pink.

I'm willing to go through the pain of pleating my own fabric then seeing if I can get it to stay, but I love the texture and look of pre=pleated fabric much more.

And because of disability purposes, I need to make myself more ballgown type costumes (easy to hide splints and knee braces under. Also very easy to just sit there and pose while the photographers, attracted to all the nice fabric come running to where you're sitting to take photos of you, instead of wasting what little energy you have running to them. :P )

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